Had course today with cyr!

so qiao..... "excuse me, is anybody taking this seat?" -_-!
I thought who so polite.


anw, today's class talks abt knowing what you want, which supposedly is the most fundament of all success.
and that you need to know your talent and your passion.

I dont know what is my passion, i don't even know my talent.
asked the trainer how do you know whats your talent and question to counter my question was
"nobody told you what you're good at ?"
ok, in my 24 yrs of social interaction, got. But I'm not convinced.
Passion is a even more abstract concept as of now.

** this course is convincing me to quit this job. But the trainer say I will know when it is time to go and I should be totally at peace when I leave. That sounds like Zen. **

-And I reflect-

我的心情很沉重

I'm like waiting for some work related stuff to explode and get myself into trouble some day.
Week after week, day after day.



I dont know what I'm doing.What the hell.

I have worked for 1 year already!
one colleague commented that I look different as compared to 1 year ago (*1 yr ago you still look like little girl)
I'm so proud of myself that I survived 1 yr in there despite all the complainings!

OHHH... and i went to 张信哲 演唱会 today.
Wasnt expecting much out of it because i wasnt a fan. But he was GOOD! his voice is so good. enjoyable. :)

Feels like a fulfilling day today.

(Had Inter-dept TT competition today.

my dept very chop chop lose already! hahahahaha. okie. end of TT comments.)