~MiSs CyniCal~: March 2009

Went for the first 清明today. So it didnt happen at 12midnight after all. hahaha.. reached the cemetry around 10+ but it was so dark it didnt matter it was 10 or 11 or 12.

Thought 清明 felt really festive. Was an interesting experience. Not eerie i realise! :)

突然好想你
你会在哪里过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你突然锋利的回忆突然模糊的眼睛

My idea of a good looking man. haha. nothing new.

SO GOOD LOOKING. Heart meltingly handsome.

Smart. Handsome. So talented. For purpose of my idealistic imagination, i'll assume he is humble, funny, easy to get along and kindhearted as well.

Can I have a bf like him? That will take a very long wait.

SIGH... I was the candlelight at Mel and LG's dinner today. 尴尬。Though both of them were trying very hard to get me involved in the conversation.

And both of them ar.. 打情骂俏 the whole time. WAH. Its damn hard to be a candle can! And so.. Mel went to tell LG that i complain they kept 打情骂俏-ing the whole time and this was LG's reply:

恩爱嘛，不可以啊?

:( 可以...

And KAKI is gonna owe me a coffeeshop from all the dares soon!

Current count:

1 can of drink
1 cup of tea.

HAHA. In addition to the "Uncle, 辛苦你了", dare 2 came at the lib. Miss TXR dared me to put my books (which i'm supposed to put back) in the librarian's trolley. So i secretly walked over and put down the books and tried to make it look normal. haha..Shun bian mah.. since she collecting books from the bookdrop. it is all messed up anyway!

超級星期天-最近比較煩之瘐澄慶、黃子佼、阿亮版

Hahaha.. so funny! RETRO.

OMG.. i'm so gonna live in a penthouse next time!! IT IS SO PRETTY!!!! Maybe i should set up a blog to sell houses! they look super appealing on pictures. *All pictures taken from http://www.livingpod.com

Penthouse at Bayshore.

Main Living Room

Dining Room

Upper Floor Living Room

Master Bedroom

Well well if i dont have a penthouse... I dont mind living in THIS! HAHAHA.

Then i can have a dog and the dog can have alot of place to run! in fact i can have a couple of dogs! This other house looks so big I think I can have a table tennis room and have private coaching by some super china coach to teach my kid.. then my kid can go win the olympics and get 1 million dollars (maybe till then got take inflation into account and the prize money will be more than a million bucks) and we'll buy over our neighbour's land as well! hahaha. Should get this built in NZ la. Land is cheaper there.

Dream on i hear.. yea i will... 人因梦想而伟大. I will invite you for housewarming. Check your mailbox everyday for the next 15 years.

Wonder if i got to be CEO of CDL before I can afford all that.

This is a incoherent super random post.

I had this reallly weird dream last night!!

I dreamt that I was with somebody (cant remember who. suspected to be mel.. hahahah) on a grad trip to auckland! arrr.. still cant get this new zealie thing out of my mind! and everything was like half familiar and half not. The scene was like half my home and half my nz apartment. Or rather.. it was like 80% of my home in a supposed to be nz apartment setting. We supposedly happened to stay in the apartment i used to stay and realise I didnt move my belongings back then. Found super alot of things left behind! Come to think of it I probably dreamt of my storeroom la. hahahaha.

And then... i realise i couldnt quite find my way around. Now that I am wide awake.. those street scenes dunno come from where one. it wasnt nz jiu dui le.

okok this post is not in a very logical sequence. cause i cant remember my dream very clear.

The WEIRDER PART WAS... I dreamt I saw Fen and Lewis somewhere! we were transiting la. then we saw them!! hahahah.. ok... theoretically speaking.. i'll assume we were transitting at AUSTRALIA.

and then and then.. Somewhere in the dream again i saw both of them in auckland (supposedly)! and i was like AYE HOW COME U GUYS ARE HERE? and then both of them complain is because suddenly dunno why they not enuff ppl to OZ and I DIDNT JOIN THEM so they ended up just 2 of them in NZ.

RAH.... LEWIS LIM. CAN YOU SEE HOW TRAUMASTISING YOU ARE??

Some pictures for myself to reminisce

I think i remember every bit of the place (esp how to get to sch) and believe I will not lose my way if i'm there right now!

I need to be super efficient for the next 2 weeks.

To do list:

Chinese Essay
Planning Essay
Planning Project
Nego Project
Valuation Project
JOB SEARCH!!

Wonderful. All due abt the same time. GO GO GO GO GO!

facebook personality quiz. http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true. (Really meh?)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. -agree

The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education: Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own. - But i love school and dont want to graduate! I love my friends actually. Not quite the assignments and all

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. - gonna have a boring life...............

How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. - agree.

It is official. Undergrads, Grads, Staff and lecturers... Anyone spending most of their time in a university is in life danger. Apparently, if you're a foreign student, your risk is doubled.

After the sensational story of NTU scholar stabbing lecturer and committing suicide, comes story 2 where a NUS exchange student unfortunately died of heart attack.

And then comes story 3 of another NTU suicide case. Guy graduated with 2nd upper, got a job, got laid off in 2 months, came back to NTU to work and dunno why suicided. SO TRAGIC!

Forecasted implications ( haha.. did too much dissertation!)
I think NTU will have a smaller intake this year. People scared they will stress until die. Kept having this NTU advertisment on msn.. It says Life@NTU haha. Can it be more ironic... i think they need to change their slogan. Luckily all these suicide not happening in NUS.. cause NUS tagline is JoiNUS. hahah.

** i think uni either drives u crazy or drives u to death. i guess i fall in the crazy category. :)

Of sonys and nokias, LGs and samsungs.
Note: Only the CAPs in the title matters.

Thank you girls for assisting me in my fire drill escape on Tuesday! Haha. Ding Tai Feng with SSB. Went to bad influence Lydia to skip her lecture. hehehe... So lyDear drove us down to town! Hoho. Xingfu.

Rong came in sexy new image *whistles* wonder why the change hor! ~~wonder wonder wonder. Has it got anything to do with my small eye brother ~~ I need to change image too la! shu nv image. coming up soon. stay tuned.

And APPARENTLY, LIFE HAS BEEN GOOD FOR KAKI when life has been VERY BAD for the rest of us. The happy Mrs. LG narrating her love story and stopping half way to pose for the camera. And kaki pangseh me for grad trip because life is good in beijing!!! Hao lo kaki. :(